Someone teach me the art of anonymity.
oh cookies, oh cookies! how do i enable you..
Today also I’ve learned that leadership is not about being influential but rather it’s about capturing the heart and mind of the people (and it’s different than the concept of management),
even a cleaner or anyone with a low level of income could be the leader that irregardless of his social position if he’d tell you to jump off the cliff, you’d do it without questioning.
he (the professor who was saying this) gave the example of prophet Muhammad (saw), and at the same time i thought about the Osama, an 18-20 years young man who was a appointed as the head of the army by the Prophet of God but none of most learned and experienced soldiers/men in the tribe were willing to obey him …
And then my mind pictured the name of “Ali” until I zoned out and couldn’t be more agree of the things i was hearing.
Leadership is known for being a trait,something intrinsic/in the your bones, however, everyone has the spark of leadership within themselves.
i use these opportunities though as a test of my akhlaq. there is baraka and an immense spiritual opportunity in everything we do, no matter how mundane. sometimes the mundane is the greatest of tests <3
oh believe me i try my hardest to remain as
civilised as i can bepositive as i can manage,
today my classmate asked to hangout together by the weekend and i quietly said yes.. why did i do that! I’ve wasted my time enough in the past so i don’t wanna hang out anymore.. at least not when i know there is not gonna be any interesting topic for me to talk about. i need mind musing words where my soul could listen to them as well! not just a bunch of empty chatter that would fill me with nothing but refuel my sorrow and anguish.
I gathered my 3 younger siblings tonight and taught them how to plant bulbs. It was actually a great thing to do since lately i’ve been trying to get closer to my siblings and no longer be the ~authoritative oldest sister~ anymore.
hopefully we’re going to have spring flowers by the upcoming Nowruz, iA.